Dear honey why do you feel free today? The answer for that is easy, it’s because you are singel. Why only see the negative side when there are a positive side too. Now you don’t have to think of other persons then family, friends and yourself. Right after I began to be single I felt free and I was ready to do something crazy, but I admit sometimes I miss waking up to a sms from him where he writes how much he misses me and that he wishes me a great day. It just kind of lights up your world a little. The best thing by being single is the time you have with your friends suddenly your friends and you are equal ’cause now you both can look after boys when your out. I like that I don’t have to look great all the time I can look ugly if I want to. It might be that girls like to dress up and look pretty, but we also love to look ugly. When you are single you don’t have to always think of the others person you can think a little more of yourself instead, which is great sometimes. I know it might feel lonely sometimes, but maybe you need to feel lonely it’s good for the soul I think.
Heartbroken The must scary word really!! See that is the good part of being single a boy can’t break your heart. Who wants a brokenheart? I hope nobody ’cause it’s so painfull why go through that when you don’t have to. I know that sometimes you have to ’cause you can’t find right person from the start and girls can’t say that they are afraid that a boy will break their heart ’cause we girls can break hearts too and we do it to protect us self for being brokenhearted. It’s a black circle….
There isen’t any worse then being sick in the break!!! I think i have some kind of influenze!!! I’m sorry that i haven’t been writing this few days, but it woulden’t have been interesting anyways 😦
Right now i’m seeting in my bed and eating watermelon..I love it ❤❤
I was home late last night so im will update to times today!!
Yesterday was the longest day ever. My family and I didn’t do anything the hole day. As I wrote before I was going to see my confirmation dress, but it was 7.30 pm, so I had to use the time for something! Later that day I visited my grandmother I know it sound wried and boring, but it wasen’t it never is. My grandmother means the world to me. After that I went to see my dress. My cousine made it and it is the most beautiful thing really!! but there was some things with it so I couldn’t get it with me. It’s so annoying ‘casue now i’ll have to wait longer. I really just want it with me now!!! So yesterday wasen’t the best day ever??!
Tuesday isn’t important at any point..Nobody likes it and nobody hates it. The Only thing you can think of on tuesday is that it’s just one step closer to friday and that reminds you how long until it’s weekend. It gets a little easier to some out of the bed you still don’t want to but in my case i have to because this school year for me is one of the most important years. If i was you i would do something to light days up which are like this because it’s going to be boring and long if you don’t smile and laugh a little…An ex. is my 2 friends and i laughed a lot today every little thing was so funny and then my friends said “It just felt like i was friday” She said that because we laugh until we could’t breath…