Death

 

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I lost a friend of the family some weeks ago and it made me wonder..What is death, is there a life after death, should we be afraid of death etc..

I never really believed in heaven. It just seemed unreal that on the clouds there would be golden doors and a man on a big chair who took care of all his children. When I was little I had this idea because of a book I read that an angel would come down to get you while you watched your funeral. The beautiful angel would bring you up to this big golden door. On the other side of the door you could walk on the clouds and look down on the people you hold most dear. You would take care of them. So when I asked my dad where my granddad where he said he was dead and I imagined him laying on the clouds looking down on me. I still like the idea, but now that I’m older it’s hard for me to imagine. I think my head is trying to convince me that is not possible and my heart is trying to say that it doesn’t matter if it’s possible if I believe it then it’s real for me. After life for me is a fantasy something I want to believe in. I think that’s why when people ask if I believe in God I always say yes to get them a short answer. I believe in the after life because it gives me peace. Peace with death – did you ever hear about the term. I know I have, but what I don’t understand is how do you prepare yourself to die, how do you make peace with death? Death is scary and dark, but mostly just silent. I think it’s different for the way you die: When you’re old surrounded by family or when you die suddenly without saying to the people around you that you love them. I understand when your old that you just want peace, but death isn’t always peace it it’s also cold and lonely. When someone die I always think it’s sad no matter when happens, because in my world the person just vanish and whats left is only the persons memory. He/her leaves their love ones and there is nothing and emptiness.

No one is promised tomorrow. The only thing we can count on is today..

Most frightning thing about death is that it can happen any minute. You never know when you no longer is going be here. So you have to live everyday to fullest, but I mean not many does that. They live like they have forever. They never ask the cute girl on a date at work or take that job they always wanted, but needed to ask for. It’s hard to live like it’s the last day, because not many takes chances. It’s about taking the moment to get a happier life. Yolo – You only live ones! or Carpe diem. So cliché terms that you thing they are stupid, but true.

I don’t know if any one you ever watched Supernatural, but in the tv-show death appears as person. I wise person who have to follow faith. An old, but powerful man. Who have seen worse that what we can imagine who are tired of human killing human when we should live our life in happiness. A man who seen all the wars and killing and who just stood be at the sideline and watch us kill ourselves because we couldn’t talk about it or because we seek power. I know it seems a little strange, but I kind of like the idea of an old man with a cute assistant coming to you and telling you to let go. A man who knows more about life than a person who has lived.

I don’t know about death. I mean nobody does. We have our theories, but what we all agree on is that we want to make death safer and maybe okay. I personally just want it to be peaceful and defiantly not realistic. For me it has to be supernatural their most be something more than just emptiness when you die.

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A day of a teenager – sunday

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Omg I feel so empty and sad! I just finished watching Gossip girl how will I survive with out it? It didn’t take me long to see all 6 seasons ’cause it’s so good you feel like you are apart of a new world and eventhough the persons in the tvshow has a hard and eksteme life I still feel like I want it. I want that life!! The money, the partys, the clothes, the friendships I want it all. The tv show is made in new york and now I want to see the city more then ever ’cause the closer I come to the world the better. I wanne see all the places they go in the tv show. Okay I admit it sound wried, but haven’t you ever felt so dependent on some think. I feel like I lost apart of me. I’m gonna stop this right now ’cause it makes my look scary…:D

I saw the new batman yesterday and it was good. I was afraid that the movie would be scary but it wasen’t scary it was just dark. Normal the superhero is as good as a superhero can be, but in batman it was different. I always thought that batman was just as dark and bad as the villain, but now I don’t think it’s true ’cause in the start of the movie you learn the man who is the batman is good. He is just hurt and you feel so sorry for him, but the most important thing is that batman is the opposite of selfish batman cares for all the people in the town and he would sacrifice him self if it could save the people. Is it stupid? Not at all it gives you hope!! Imagine if we had a superhero like that it could be so amazing. You wouldn’t be so scared anymore  ’cause you new that a person always was looking after you and I know many would say that Gud is doing that and well sometimes I believe it ’cause it gives me hope!! Humans couldn’t live without hope! I know I couldn’t!

– Amy

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