I know it’s a long time since I last wrote and I’m not sure if people even read these anymore, but I needed to write something. It’s a long time since I’ve been so mad at the world. I’m only 16 and I don’t understand the world. I thought I did, but now I’m positive that the world we live in is disturbed.
I have three friends. Three very close friends, but they’re not just my close friends or best friends they are my family and when something happens to them. I’ll do anything to make it better, but this time I can’t do anything about it. My one friend got some very terrible news a week ago, news that would make you stop laughing for years, but this girl she smiles and laughs and I know that some would say the person is in denial, but for me it seems like she’s choosing to fight. Not only fight the bad thing, but fight the feeling of being sad. Every smile and every laugh is a fight and she keeps winning them. Every time I saw laugh or smile this week I admired her. As I wrote in my post about beauty for me it’s when a person is fighting against the darkness and the sadness that keep trying to invade their life and that’s what my friend is doing. She’s fighting against what normally would eat up a person. She smiles and laughs and it’s so amazing to watch. I’m not sure how I would react if I was in her situation, but she’s an inspiration. Seeing her smile you can see the battle behind it and that makes it the most beautiful smile you can ever see. She doesn’t see herself as strong, but that’s what it takes and normally when you fight somewhere in the future there will be victory. So even though I’m not sure I even believe in God I believe in something bigger someone who listens and today and tomorrow everyday until victory I’ll pray for this amazing strong girl who should get a victory medal for winning everyday over the sadness in her fighting against her. I hope some of you will pray for this girl you never met. Pray for her to keep winning, because I know she can. I’ll pray for my family. If she’s strong – I’m strong.
“For being beautiful, amazing and one hell of a fighter”
I hate crying and like everybody else I HATE being sad. But why? I mean do we really have to cry and be sad. I just can’t see why we have to feel bad I mean everybody deserve happiness. I know it sound strange, but I never cried – I didn’t cry over him, her and the other her and oh yea the third her and no I’m not into girls. It’s some ex best friends and well it didn’t end very well…I never cried and isn’t that strange I mean. Shouldn’t I cry isn’t that normal to cry when something bad happens to you???? I feel like crying is overrated. I don’t think I can say it’s overrated because I always cries in movies and tv shows and I don’t know why. It’s not normal not to cry when you lose someone and cry when something happens in movies and tv shows. I think I’m ignoring that feeling. I never cry anymore….
Enough about crying it’s depressing. Back to sadness. What it is? I know that it comes when something happens or when you lose someone. I don’t think that the only reason I mean sadness comes with happiness. A person can’t be happy all the time. I don’t think it would be good if you just was happy. I think you grow of sadness. You involve because of it. You learn to deal with it and live with it.
I think that sadness and happiness follow each others. When you sad it follows with happiness!
Twilight, the vampire diaries, gossip girl, the phantom of the opera. they are names on movies where girls always fall in love with the bad guy and we fall in love with them. Det bad ones. They can be cruel and mean, but they have something that the good guy don’t have. We want excitement in life. We want to take a change..CARPE DIEM….Right? isn’t it a little strange that even though we don’t want to admit it ex. the phantom he kills and kidnaps but still I personally takes his side and I cry every time I see the movie because I don’t understand why she doesn’t choose him. He has something. He is dark and bad and in the movie she is drawn by it. in love never dies they tell you that she choose him for a night and she keeps coming back. You would say she’s stupid. She got the man of any women dream. A man who takes care of you and your family, but that isn’t always enough. I mean would he die for you. You can be a 100% sure that the phantom would die for you because he loves you more than he can describe. Why think we seek love, but we really seek “the epic love” the love that you can run from.
The epic love is a very interesting thing because it can be an epic love if you really feel it and it doesn’t matter who the person is and isn’t it just a teenage dream to end up the protective and bad guy. I mean in the real world isn’t it like that. An epic love can be with anybody and often we end up with the good guy and the better guy. That isn’t bad right? does it really matter if the guy is bad or good. If it’s an epic love then it’s an epic love. No matter what you shouldn’t run from it. every girl have dreams but most of the times you don’t end up with your dream you end up with something better!! That is what epic love is about something that is good for you.
So personally I think that every girl is drawn by the bad guy in movies and in television, but also in real love. It’s kind of one humans disabilities. why always need to choose the wrong one and make mistakes, but in the end we end up with the great guy. not the better or the bad guy, but the great and amazing guy! That is the most important think and I think that everybody needs to find out what the great guy. Right now the only experience I have is with bad guy, but that isn’t any mystic over that. he was more the wrong guy then the bad guy.
Teenagers who acts like they are grown ups – driving by VIP and money
This is the tv shows of all tv shows. My friends in school started seeing it a long time ago and they said to me ” Amalie you’ll love and omg chuck bass is so hot” I though it was very complicated because it had to many people in it and I didn’t think that chuck bass was hot. Then 5 months ago began seeing it from the start it was much better and I fell in love with Blair and Serena. The way they act is amazing they are best friends and they live in their amazing world. I don’t know what it was but I felt like I was apart of it. After some time you begin to pick side and picked Blair’s, Serena’s, Chuck’s and Nate’s ’cause even though they didn’t say it out loud they stuck together and helped each other. there wasn’t anybody who could come in their little group. They had seen the worse part of each others.
The tv show has 6 seasons and in every episode something unbelievable happens to me it seemed hard to solve but it always it ends with that the solve the problem and sometimes the persons comes in so much trouble. The thing that I found out in the tv show was every character in the tv show had a story many of them had problems with their parents. They solve all their problems with out the police and with out help from their parents.
Gossip girl isn’t only about the teenagers drama it’s also the parents drama basically it’s grown ups acting like they are teenagers just with more money they use their money for everything they can. If they need some drugs they just buy it or maybe the just steal it from their son.
I though and I still think that Gossip girl is the best tv show I have ever seen because of the love, the money, the VIP, but most important the drama. You ship the persons in the tv show with each other you wanna see them happy and you feel like you are the only one who knows who they are meant to be with. ex. in the start I only was on Serena’s side and then I also was on Blairs, but then again what was the mystery behind Chuck bass? was the bass really as bad as he seemed. Chuck was the first male in the gossip girl who made an impression on me. He was bad and twisted and a mystery. He was a girls biggest dream and you were quick totally “hot on him” and so was Blair. It just took her long time to know that Chuck also has another side. A side that only she could get out of him. Chucks biggest problem was his dad. Yes the bad ass had a very vulnerable side.
So if you like drama and mystery you should defiantly see the tv show and pick a side are you Dan Humphrey – Brooklyn side or are you with Blair and Serena on the upper east side? But must importantly what guy is you crush are you with Nate the sweet but who also can be a really bad ass or with his best friend Chuck who is sex on a stick and really bad ass or are you humble Humphrey from Brooklyn who will surprise you so much?
I write about teenagers out of experience even though i’m young. I write about what’s on my mind. That’s very formal and you have know idea who I am or what I do. That’s why you can’t follow me on Instagram and I can follow you that way we can get to know each others and it’s the same with snapchat which also only is with pictures that way we can communicate even though I maybe on the other side of the world. The media connects us.
Like I wrote on the last post I was on vacation with my best friends. We lived with my aunt for 5 days and it was great we went shopping a lot, but we always do that. We also went to this funpark and it was funny there was many people and kids. It was good to finally get away from school even though I don’t feel like it’s summer vacation yet. It has been some tough months in school – too many exams.
I just came home and it’s awesome to be in you own house, but im only home for 2 days and then im going to Mallorca for more than 2 weeks. Have you ever been on Mallorca? I’ve been there before last year and it was amazing and hot.
Honey it’s you, me and the summer. Can you wait? Yea it’s that time of the year you survived a cold winter and a lonely valentinesday for some and now you are free. There is so many things to do, how are you going to do all of them?
Summervacation is comming up soon and I cant wait. I’m going on a small vacation with three besties. OMG I just can’t wait to chill with them after a hard year with to much homework. there are 4 days to summervacation for me, do you have summervacation or are you still waiting like me? The best thing is that it’s me birthday in almost a mounth. OMG I can’t believe I’m almost 15, so many things has happend this year. The year has past so fast almost to fast. Next year im in the ninth grade it’s so hard to believe. The most amazing things that happend this year with this. I still remeber the day i sat and worked on this blog a hole day. I reemeber the first post i posted was about mondays, can you remeber? https://schorring.wordpress.com/2013/01/21/monday/
So many things has happend sense that, how do you think im doing now?????
I know what you are thinking really I don’t even live in Amerika, but I just think that he is really making a change. He’s helping people who really need his help. I may be that he’s USA’s president, but he’s still interesting for the rest of the world. He wanna help where he can and I love that he want to help and make everything better. What I love about him the most is that he is down on earth.
2. Stephanie Meyer
I love this women she manged to create a new world that I loved and still love. She created something new and fresh. I love when people use their talents to success. For me she is like an idol not because I wanna be a writer but because she’s good at what she do and she don’t stop writing even after the big success with Twilight.
3. J. K Rowling
A writer who made a masterpiece and when she was done she was so awesome that her books was into books. I would say that she started the fantasy period that many teenagers are today. She open the idea that their could be a world something more to world and that it’s living among us. In my world she is the best writer ever. She made my childhood amazing.
4. Walt Disney
I don’t know much about him, but he probally was an amazing person. He made the most wonderfull thing in life. He childhood a joy. Today I have seen all the disney movies a millon times and they never get bad. They are so full of joy all the bad things in the world are taken out. It’s amazing that only one person can start something so big and so amazing. Today eventhough he’s dead walt disney still is alive. you can see him in all the movies. When I’m scared or sad I watch a disney movie and it helps. It saved my day many times. If he heard this from up there I just wanted to say thanks for a amazing childhood ’cause he made it a better place.
5. Justin Drew Bieber
The person who told me to dream big and never lose faith. I know that many don’t like him or even hate him, but that must be because you don’t know him. I/we(beliebers) feel connected to him in a strange that’s hard to explain. He has done so many goods things and some bad things and right now he’s doing it again. Justin is trying life and I don’t get what he’s doing right know and I’m afraid where he would end. Justin is amazing and he taught me so many things and I feel like I know him. For me he’s like a big brother who is the hottest person on earth 😉 Even though I look at him that way I doesn’t stop me for screaming at his concerts and faint what he takes some of his clothes of. I think it’s a teenage things!!
Omg human are so smart. If they need something they just invent what they need. It’s genius. Human is curious and I like that.They research a lot about our history. Humans wanna know what happened and was before us. I my self like history ’cause for my it’s exiting to research things e.g The greek mythology.
2. Be your self.
I know it’s not like this all over the world, but I love that people can mean what they will and be who they will. Your not locked in a case on how you should be. There is only one of you.
I love that when something happens all country’s come to help like when Haiti was hit be a tidal wave. Many country’s brought food and medication to the people on the island. It’s like we’re in it together. I like the feeling that Denmark and my self is not all on our own. We can always get help.
I like our revolution on how to be different. I love that teenagers…Us have our own category. People get’s surprise every day over what we can’t do to the world. We have something to say. What I love about us is that we are exploring us self. We are finding out who we wanna be and Grown ups should now that they have to let us grow by our self.
The thing that chances all the time. Music brings us together it gathers many different people. Music does so we all have something in common. For me it makes my day better I feel like I am apart of something. When I’m sad I listen to music that I can relay me feelings to. It makes me feel like I’m not alone with this feeling. When I’m happy I hear happy music so show others my joy. It can bring you to someone special. I couldn’t live with out the music.
I’m so lost right now, what should i do with this blog. I love writing and I love writing to all of you. I just don’t know what to write about.
I’ve been thinking that I would start to write a story so every week I would publish some chapters of the story, but I just don’t know if you guys would like it. Please help amazing followers!! What do you think about my idea? Do you want me to write about? What is missing on blog? Please Help!!