So I just caught my self talking to my self. That was when I realised that I really should write to you. I feel bad ’cause I haven’t written for so many weeks that I can’t even count them. My life is so stressed and I’m actually considering dyeing because of all the homework. It’s harder being in 9th grade then I imagined. I just like writing to you guys. it’s my way to put all my thought out of my head which is so freaking awesome. And yes I did just said freaking instead of cursing, I’m trying not to curse anymore. I’m 15 now and I feel like I should grow up!!
Normally i hate mondays but it’s break from school which makes the day great. Im a normal teenager who sleeps long in the morning, but today I woke up earlier then usual. I needed to do something with my day ’cause you have to enjoy the Break when you can and I admit I really wanted to try some of my new clothes!!I admit I am a big shoppper ’cause i love to shop. I don’t do it just to use money but because I love the feeling of buying new things. I just needed to show my new clothes to someone, so I made plans my best friends to meet them at my friend house ’cause they are moving and I wanted to help them, but it ended with eating cake instead, but at least I had some of my new clothes on!!!!
My homework is always in my head i think the thought of homework is stalking me – seriously I mean it. it doesn’t go away until im done with all of it. It’s really depressing! Even in the break the thought of homework is always there. I feel so bad when I haven’t finished it! It’s like this little person in my head who always reminds me of what im trying to ignorre. I hate that little person always busing me around.
I was running today for the first time in almost a year and it was great eventhough it wasen’t for more then just 25 min. It still was great. You see I have/had this big problem with my knees so im starting from the beginning. I can’t wait to go running on Wednesday. Right before I go running or something else I always wanna back out and find a reason not to go so I always need a little push. Today I pushed my life after a long time considering to not do to go running but well I did and im proud of my self.
– Amy Ps. I know the picture does not make sense, but i love it