I hate crying and like everybody else I HATE being sad. But why? I mean do we really have to cry and be sad. I just can’t see why we have to feel bad I mean everybody deserve happiness. I know it sound strange, but I never cried – I didn’t cry over him, her and the other her and oh yea the third her and no I’m not into girls. It’s some ex best friends and well it didn’t end very well…I never cried and isn’t that strange I mean. Shouldn’t I cry isn’t that normal to cry when something bad happens to you???? I feel like crying is overrated. I don’t think I can say it’s overrated because I always cries in movies and tv shows and I don’t know why. It’s not normal not to cry when you lose someone and cry when something happens in movies and tv shows. I think I’m ignoring that feeling. I never cry anymore….
Enough about crying it’s depressing. Back to sadness. What it is? I know that it comes when something happens or when you lose someone. I don’t think that the only reason I mean sadness comes with happiness. A person can’t be happy all the time. I don’t think it would be good if you just was happy. I think you grow of sadness. You involve because of it. You learn to deal with it and live with it.
I think that sadness and happiness follow each others. When you sad it follows with happiness!
Normally i hate mondays but it’s break from school which makes the day great. Im a normal teenager who sleeps long in the morning, but today I woke up earlier then usual. I needed to do something with my day ’cause you have to enjoy the Break when you can and I admit I really wanted to try some of my new clothes!!I admit I am a big shoppper ’cause i love to shop. I don’t do it just to use money but because I love the feeling of buying new things. I just needed to show my new clothes to someone, so I made plans my best friends to meet them at my friend house ’cause they are moving and I wanted to help them, but it ended with eating cake instead, but at least I had some of my new clothes on!!!!
My homework is always in my head i think the thought of homework is stalking me – seriously I mean it. it doesn’t go away until im done with all of it. It’s really depressing! Even in the break the thought of homework is always there. I feel so bad when I haven’t finished it! It’s like this little person in my head who always reminds me of what im trying to ignorre. I hate that little person always busing me around.
I was running today for the first time in almost a year and it was great eventhough it wasen’t for more then just 25 min. It still was great. You see I have/had this big problem with my knees so im starting from the beginning. I can’t wait to go running on Wednesday. Right before I go running or something else I always wanna back out and find a reason not to go so I always need a little push. Today I pushed my life after a long time considering to not do to go running but well I did and im proud of my self.
– Amy Ps. I know the picture does not make sense, but i love it