I know it’s a long time since I last wrote and I’m not sure if people even read these anymore, but I needed to write something. It’s a long time since I’ve been so mad at the world. I’m only 16 and I don’t understand the world. I thought I did, but now I’m positive that the world we live in is disturbed.
I have three friends. Three very close friends, but they’re not just my close friends or best friends they are my family and when something happens to them. I’ll do anything to make it better, but this time I can’t do anything about it. My one friend got some very terrible news a week ago, news that would make you stop laughing for years, but this girl she smiles and laughs and I know that some would say the person is in denial, but for me it seems like she’s choosing to fight. Not only fight the bad thing, but fight the feeling of being sad. Every smile and every laugh is a fight and she keeps winning them. Every time I saw laugh or smile this week I admired her. As I wrote in my post about beauty for me it’s when a person is fighting against the darkness and the sadness that keep trying to invade their life and that’s what my friend is doing. She’s fighting against what normally would eat up a person. She smiles and laughs and it’s so amazing to watch. I’m not sure how I would react if I was in her situation, but she’s an inspiration. Seeing her smile you can see the battle behind it and that makes it the most beautiful smile you can ever see. She doesn’t see herself as strong, but that’s what it takes and normally when you fight somewhere in the future there will be victory. So even though I’m not sure I even believe in God I believe in something bigger someone who listens and today and tomorrow everyday until victory I’ll pray for this amazing strong girl who should get a victory medal for winning everyday over the sadness in her fighting against her. I hope some of you will pray for this girl you never met. Pray for her to keep winning, because I know she can. I’ll pray for my family. If she’s strong – I’m strong.
“For being beautiful, amazing and one hell of a fighter”
I can’t believe how long it is since I wrote to you!! I feel so bad. The positive side is that I had time to change a little on my blog. What do you think? Please write what you think in the comments!! It would really mean a lot!!
The days are going fast! I’m not in school yet because of some problems with the schools. In the start it was awesome and it still is, but it’s beginning to be a little bit boring. I haven’t been in school for 3 weeks I think. It’s a bit hard to keep track of all the days which passed by.
In two days I’m going to Justin Bieber concert and I can’t wait to see him. I know what you may be thinking “Omg not you to” I always though he was amazing, but there was and still is so many who is saying stuff about him. I never got it, why do people hate on him. What did he do? But now I that I have to stick up for him ’cause the haters can’t decide if i like him or not. it’s strange that you feel you know a person even though you never met the person. I feel like I know him well, but I still can’t wait to see him in person!!!! I’m going to the concert with some of the most important people in my life. They are the only persons that I want to share this experience with. We are going to the biggest arena in Denmark. I can’t wait to see all the people. There can be 30.000 people in the arena!! that’s a lot of people!!
In 16 days it’s my confirmation and omg I can’t wait I still don’t have my dress which is so annoying. I have to get it my self, so I have to take a train trip on 3 hours just to get my dress!!! Damn it…I can really feel that the day is getting closer!
I heard about what happened in boston and it’s so horrible. I can believe that USA always have to get hurt. I really pray for all the victims and for their family’s!!!! I don’t get why persons can’t do this to others. I person with a brain and a heart shouldn’t be able to do something like this?? In my head it doesn’t make any sense at all!!! I know that USA often have suffered, but I still think that the most amazing thing about USA is that when something happens that all stick together. I don’t think there is a country so loyal!! Few hours after the terror in boston happens all the celebrities start writing to boston. It’s just amazing all the things they do for their country. The president was so fast to call to boston and help. USA is loyal and most of the people who lives in USA wants to do anything to help each other. I’m a little jealous of USA as you maybe can hear..