sadness

btw…

I hate crying and like everybody else I HATE being sad. But why? I mean do we really have to cry and be sad. I just can’t see why we have to feel bad I mean everybody deserve happiness. I know it sound strange, but I never cried – I didn’t cry over him, her and the other her and oh yea the third her and no I’m not into girls. It’s some  ex best friends and well it didn’t end very well…I never cried and isn’t that strange I mean. Shouldn’t I cry isn’t that normal to cry when something bad happens to you???? I feel like crying is overrated. I don’t think I can say it’s overrated because I always cries in movies and tv shows and I don’t know why. It’s not normal not to cry when you lose someone and cry when something happens in movies and tv shows. I think I’m ignoring that feeling. I never cry anymore….

Enough about crying it’s depressing. Back to sadness. What it is? I know that it comes when something happens or when you lose someone. I don’t think that the only reason I mean sadness comes with happiness. A person can’t be happy all the time. I don’t think it would be good if you just was happy. I think you grow of sadness. You involve because of it. You learn to deal with it and live with it.

I think that sadness and happiness follow each others. When you sad it follows with happiness!

 

 

 

Boys?

Btw….

Boys are the most annoying people but also one of the most amazing. We girls could learn a lot for them.. I know it’s hard to see somtimes but we really can. A good ex. is that when boys fight they may not talk for like a day and the next day they are like “bros” again. It’s not exactly the same with girls we could not talk to each other for a year in worse cases. When girls are fighting they drive mental on each other until one of the them gives up if not they loose a friend and then your most important friends has to pick side. I personally think it’s stupid but it dosen’t stop me for doing it even through i know it’s wrong i still don’t want to be the one who gives up first.

Boys are wried but it’s easy for me to say that because well im a girl Im sure if i asked a random guy he would think that girls are wried. I personally thinks that guys is wried because thay don’t talk, some of them don’t even know how exactly to show their feelings and then the Girl gets confused and then she get’s wried. Maby some girls play hard to get but some guys does it to but just most guys are very hard to read and i can make you so mad and confused. It’s an evil circle some times it starts with boys (it often does) and sometimes it starts with girl. If could change something in a relationship i had for some time ago I would have wished that I just talked about it with the guy. The relationship is more real if you can talk to him about anything you have on your mind. If we girls just could say what we had on our minds the world would be a better place and it would be a lot easier for our self because we didn’t have to cry all time when there was something we didn’t say. It would stop the crying but It would also stop the Listing to sad music. I can’t count how many times I cried over a song I could play it over and over just so I could cry more. That is how it goes for girls I don’t think it’s the same with boys they don’t cry they do stupid things like hide their feelings and one day i know thay will explode…..